DAMN IT!!!! My child support STILL isn't here. After a year of living here, in July, the State of Arkansas decided they needed to put their nosey lil selfs into my child support. If I wasn't on Medicaid they said, they wouldn't have too. WTF? I would think because the kids are on Arkids, that, that would be more of a reason. But no ( Read more... )

Tom is taking the boys for his 6 weeks for the summer on the weekend of Father's Day. Instead of doing it like they say too, and alternating weeks, which would make more fucking sense.......he's taking them for 6 weeks, well 7 really, straight. So, Stacy, my boys' new Step Monster, is not going to watch them on the weekends Tom has to work. I was ( Read more... )

Aahhh..it's been a while since I did a post so I thought I would clue you all in on me and the boys ( Read more... )

AAHHHHHHH life is grand today. It was a beautiful 65 degrees here today!! Windy a bit, but that was tolerable..lol I cleaned my house, well almost all my house. Just a pretty good day. I got up on Sunday and decided that it was enough crying and hurting over Valentine's Day. I can't move on if I don't let go. So that's that ( Read more... )

Damn it, I hate eating crow!!! Who would have really thought it. Tom really was telling the truth!! Dammit if I didn't get a damn child support check in the mail today. And I know what you are all thinking, same thing I did..lol First thing I did was check dates. Both the date of the BANK DRAFTED check, no less.lol and the postmark on the envelope ( Read more... )

Wow. Two days down and I'm still surviving the boys being home. I think all three of us are bored out of our minds though. lol I finally have a little bit of money to take them to do something, and there's not much to do. Was going to take them to a movie today, but nothing geared for kids is playing. WTF is up with that?? So I took them to ( Read more... )

Why do I even believe half of what the lying jackass tells me? Tom, my ex husband, claims he mailed me out a child support payment, to try and catch up a very little bit for what he owes in back child support from when he lost his job. Well, according to him, he put it in the mail LAST Friday. A week ago this past Friday. Well guess what?!?! It's ( Read more... )

Ever felt like happy yet still not satisfied? I can not explain it. I'm happy with not having a man. Truly I am a great place with that now. But still, can't stop wanting one certain one. But I feel he blows me off a lot. So many times I tell myself just to leave him alone and walk away. That if it's right, when he gets hiself to a place in his ( Read more... )

WOOOHHOOOOOOOOOOO!!! My child support payment finally got here today!!!!

I know the true meaning of being broke right now. My ex fiancee brought my boys and I to Ark. 5 months ago, with the thoughts of we would all be back together in Alabama by this month with him having a place for us to live. 6 weeks after we made our moves, he decided he was no longer in love with me. So here my boys and I sit, still at my mom's ( Read more... )